December 31st, 21.21: is wishing you a fabulous NEW YEAR! Flue or no flue, it's time to celebrate the new, what should be (promised her grandmother) a FANTASTIC year!

December 31st, 16.51: is a few hours away from champagne, fireworks, showing her ID to leave / get back home (true story) & still feels ill'ish. This wasn't meant to happen! Scheisse

December 31st, 9.08: thought she was better than that, stronger than that… But ends up she isn't. She caught a cold on New Year day. Meds overdose and sleep today!

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December 30th, 23.35: has a hard time breathing tonight… Her chest is shutting up. Hopefully 2009 will open it up

December 30th, 21.31: wants to start the year in a "Bed of Roses" script. If it worked for Hollywood, it could work for her… Right?

December 30th, 19.59: gets emotional every end of year and feels it coming… Needs a free hug. Hugs on sale?

December 30th, 19.18: had a nice day in her nice welly's, with her nice friend and with the cat. Yes, it's cat-sitting time again. Boiled fish before morning coffee and all that goes with

December 30th, 11.01: is cold and lacking motivation. No sun. No mood. No mood… Watch out for the claws

December 30th, 00.49: is back and turning off. Will someone buy her a miniature running machine so she can do her thing till the skies get warmer?

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December 29th, 18.01: loves the sun but hates the cold… How did she even make it in Sweden? She seems to have very short memory when it comes to that

December 29th, 10.49: has a lot of will but the weatherman is against her. Will the leopard man be as well she wonders…

December 29th, 1.21: is having that late night can't-sleep itch again. Thoughts are like a bad cold. They hit you the strongest at night when you least need it

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December 28th, 21.34: thinks Blake Edwards must have been in another wicked mood the day he made "The Party" and saved that of the nation the day he screened it

December 28th, 20.53: had a preview this afternoon of life without Facebook. What was life before cell phones and Facebook?

December 28th, 13.02: didn’t wake up late. At all. She simply woke up Sunday time

December 28th, 02.57: went. Met. Talked. Drank. Now returned. 'Slept'

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December 27th, 22.27: was given the motivation and is now about to act upon it! Goodbye heat, hello Siberia and champagne!

December 27th, 20.57: is asking herself, Madam or pas Madam… Staying in or pas staying in… With this Siberian weather, what is the motivational secret?

December 27th, 15.12: has Power Plate'd, Fnac'd, lunched, avoided shopping and now wondering if to go out into this Siberian cold again or stay in watch silly Xmas TV films

December 27th, 8.32: is wondering why her stupid concierge feels the need to vacuum and wash his old ugly car every bloody weekend at 8am right outside her window

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December 26th, 23.18: singing along to Israeli channuka songs she hasn't heard in years & years on Israeli TV. She used to be young & know this stuff, now she's a rebel with a cause!

December 26th, 20.08: just spent 1h58min with Orange on the phone. Started at scratch, ended up at scratch. Totally incompetent and she is the one to pay the 1h58min communication

December 26th, 11.45: thinks it may be an insignificant step for human kind but a huge step for her and her running shoes! She saw the statue and then came back!

December 26th, 10.55: woke up late (so what!) put her jogging on before coffee. Having coffee and off to run. Has no choice. Is dressed for the part. Mazel tov!

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December 25th, 22.42: thinks Blake Edwards must have been in a wicked mood the day he made "Victor Victoria" and saved that of the nation the day he screened it

December 25th, 21.02: thinks it is on days like these when you really realise…

December 25th, 17.25: wishes she could grow Rudolph legs, Rudolph ears and fly away. Till then she’ll take her own legs, walk around Paris on this Xmas day and have a fabulous cocktail

December 25th, 10: wishes she could grow 2 more legs, a cute red button nose, be called Rudolph & run through the prairies. If that's what it takes to run then Rudolph she'll be

December 25th, 1.13: won't be thinking, looking, tasting food for the next days. Thanks for not mentioning it. It's now Alice in Wonderland time… Literally

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December 24th, 19: won’t ask for much this xmas. She won’t even wish for snow. She’s just gonna keep on waiting underneath the mistletoe…

December 24th, 10.30: is wishing you all a MERRY XMAS and don't over due it at dinner time or she probably won't be seeing you for a while and then she'll be sad…

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December 23rd, 23.06: is asking; when you come through a worthless FB status, do you actually read it or pass on to something more entertaining? Why read stupid when you can read smart

December 23rd, 19.56: thinks the more she thinks about the Fighting-insomnia Sleeping Calendar, the more she likes the idea

December 23rd, 2.35: is in bed watching 'Calendar Girls' and loosing sleep by the minute… Maybe she should shoot an Sleeping Calendar and fight insomnia

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December 22nd, 14.25: has been too busy dating imbeciles. Maybe 2009 is the time to stop the imbecilities and concentrate on what matters. No, not shoes…

December 22nd, 10.36: is up and out to work out the (good yet not the best fat free) Jap restaurant she had last night. God bless sports (never thought she'd say those words one day)

December 22nd, 1.31: can't sleep. What went so well went so sour. She wants the sweet taste of it back

December 22nd, 0.22: thinks it may be time to press "off"

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December 21st, 18.48: has drifted from the Philosophes to the Fumoir then will be drifting to Japan and back to bed. Sunday drift

December 21st, 112.09: thinks people who have phones & never answer/return calls or dial them should give their phone away to the phone SPA for someone with real social need to adopt

December 21st, 11.46: is looking at the time, turning her head to the pillow, looking at the time again. Don't know what to do

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December 20th, 19.14: is giving up on Italians. Her New Year resolution. One less shouldn't hurt!

December 20th, 16.48: has been running all day. In and out of Adidas, Go Sport and Courir. That counts for a "run" doesn't it? With a cardio bonus

December 20th, 10.51: is slowly waking up. One eye after the other. She said she's run today… She also said she's marry a millionaire this year. Well, did she?

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December 19th, 19.22: ran 15 min with coach without stopping or dying. Next step, 20/30 min alone, this weekend with music in her ears (and phone dialled on 911…)

December 19th, 10.33; thinks honey is a good concept. Bellyache. Eat some honey. Heartache. Eat some honey. Bears knew their business. It's not random girls like teddy’s

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December 18th, 22.15: is not feeling too hot… Maybe tea and honey will help put the heat back on

December 18th, 19.35: is wondering... Is it? Is he? Will she? How can they?

December 18th, 10.17: is up. Her future may be partly decided today and so she can’t decide what to wear. One of those issues

December 18th, 0.27: promised not to come here but thought she'd say hi before turning off... Hello

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December 17th, 16.20: managed to get back all her data. Thank you PC Suite!

December 17th, 13.24: is changing phones… again. 4th Nokia E65 and hopefully her contacts, diary etc. will all remain. Nokia is one phone away from her blacklist

December 17th, 2.59: can't sleep and the clock is ticking. Scheisse!

December 17th, 1.17: is cleaning past midnight!! Not normal! She needs to breath some fresh air and see some fresh cows!

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December 16th, 10.29: is dreaming of a white Christmas and a home bike

December 16th, 12.35: can't stop thinking about someone and wishes she could be somewhere far away with birds, trees and cows and concentrate on something else

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December 15th, 23.13: is back home from the cold, the champagne and the jazz

December 15th, 11.33: can't decide. "Boston Legal" or a home bike. Santa, which will it be?

December 15th, 1.01: can't sleep and is asking Santa to get her "Boston Legal" for Xmas (all seasons). If Santa is too busy will you buy her that for Xmas?

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December 14th, 23.03: hasn't done much today, hasn't been out in the cold and feels quite rested. Bed before midnight. She rocks!

December 14th, 14.56: is cleaning, scrubbing, dusting, rearranging, sorting, throwing and recovering. Couldn’t possibly think of a better Sunday

December 14th, 12.10: has written n'importe quoi on FB last night but then again, the best poets write nonsense most of the time don't they?

December 14th, 4.27: thinks time itself may not be a ridiculous one but add them to one another, 7 in a row and it quickly becomes a ridiculous thing…

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December 13th, 12.16: is thinking it may be time to get up. But reading everyone's status updates "too cold, too grey" why bother. Bed is warm & waking up past midday is so chic

December 13th, 3.49: thought she'd be asleep by midnight but coming back home at 3.30am is so much more fun

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December 12th, 17.57: is still alive. Paris is saved from Cognac-Club-less nights, Anti-Valentin-less parties and other excuses to drink on and be merry

December 12th, 16.11: is waiting for her coach to come and force her to run for a whoooooole hoooour... He'll most probably hate her by the end of it! She didn't ask for it so

December 12th, 11.05: thinks life is to short to give any attention to self centred people with heads the size of one of those big beach balls so she's just going to ignore them

December 12th, 1.09: is going to bed phone free, wifi free, alarm clock free and hopefully full of sleep. She's tired, she's cranky and she's saying good night

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December 11th, 19.02: is going to her LE66 Christmas Party looking like lumberjack Santa

December 11th, 17.48: is up after a few hours of much needed nap. Last time she napped she was probably 7. Ag(ing)e…

December 11th, 10.26: is up and having a hard time to do so... 4 days is as much as she can take. 3 more are coming up and by Sunday she's a 'smartut'

December 11th, 1.11: thinks taking off her 10cm heels is the best thing that could have happened to her in a long time. Better then low fat peanut butter

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December 10th, 16.01: has left the Web early but may see the boys again tonight. her eyes are slowly closing... Need to keep them open. Need to keep them open (Repeat after me)

December 10th, 8.37: has been up since ages. The call of the Web geeks and all the rest (lots of it till late tonight)

December 10th, 1.15: met Paulo Coelho, drank @ Palais M. Still no Orange for world contact. Ridiculous! Bed now. Web08 tomorrow early. Coach. No TCFR but Crillon instead & champagne

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December 9th, 22.06: is having an Orange - disfonctionnement - and can't make or receive any calls. No mobile. No life, but at least MySpace Web 08 has a bar to compensate

December 9th, 21.04: is back from the Web08, off to the Web08 party, then putting her sleep to the test till she starts all over again in the morning

December 9th, 10.09: preparing the Opus Web night tonight, LA GRANDE XMAS PARTY Thursday @ LE66 , the Cognac @ the Hilton Friday and all her sports in between

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December 8th:Rest!

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December 7th, 9.38: is having a winter sale ‘friend’ kick out. No more “help me but I won’t help you”, “invite me but I won’t invite you”, “Call me but I won’t call you” tricks

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December 6th, 20.25: is having an early spring “friend” cleaning. No more “help me but I won’t help you”, “invite me but I won’t invite you”, “Call me but I won’t call you” tricks

December 6th, 11.12: is turning herself on before midday

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December 5th, 23.41: is turning herself off before midnight

December 5th, 23.08: thinks the Lemon Tree is a wonderful film! She's off to make some lemon juice and dry her tears

December 5th, 18.16: went to buy some coffee today and was given lots of club cards, offers and her own little hostess. Buying coffee these days is quite chic… What else?

December 5th, 7.23: is giving up on sleep, getting up and getting productive. Coffee, morning news, morning run you said?

December 5th, 6.46: is lying awake in bed trying to sleep but no chance on that happening. Thinking of bills, shopping, what to prepare her parents for dinner. 6am thoughts…

December 5th, 2.35: is back after a great evening looking like mother Christmas. Ho Ho Ho

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December 4th, 11.36: is wondering how come there is enough space out there in space for all this rain pouring down on us?

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December 3rd, 19.55: exchanged phones, recovered most of her data, missed her coach, is feeling the post power plate effects and is going out for much deserved drinks

December 3rd, 12.55: is about to hand in her phone and claim her new one. Reset of the old… No more numbers, notes or files. @Orange/@Nokia, the backup transfer better work!!!

December 3rd, 12.11: wants something but doesn't quite know what it is…

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December 2nd, 23.01: wishes contacts & all info could transfer itself auto onto her new phone. Yes, you can do it on your PC but she has no idea how to make it work! Scheisse!

December 2nd, 21.01: has been power plating and is still vibrating

December 2nd, 11.29: needs an evening dress, a milk frother, book the table and exchange her Ray Ban's. In that order

December 2nd, 1.54: is still not asleep, still on her wifi, still trying to turn off… Scheisse!

December 2nd, 0.44: is freezing in her bed despite her sexy white wool socks and her almost ski combi on. Maybe it's warmer in Siberia…

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December 1st, 22.42: wonders whether to watch Madagascar II or go sleep. Good vs. bad or bad Vs. good, depending from what angle you look at it
December 1st, 10.09: is up, out and proud to say it

November 30th, 23.44: has been tasting, spitting, drinking wine all day and is now drinking every drop of water she can find!

November 30th, 12.36: asks you, what do you want for Christmas? http://theabsolutchristmaslist.blogspot.com

November 30th, 1.29: has worked out for nothing! Fondue/raclette night has killed it all and left her heavy like a stone…s

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November 29th, 13.59: has worked out and ready for the fondue!

November 29th, 2.45: has decided to come home early, sleep early as to wake up early and work out way too early. It's never too late!

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November 28th, 19.45: fait part de ses sincères condoléances à la famille de Benoît Desveaux. Une triste disparition

November 28th, 15.08: thinks it's too cold out and that someone should seriously think of doing something about it!

November 28th, 10.29: is up too early and out running with the wind

November 28th, 2.36: is home later than planned and having to wake up earlier than wanted… Who made time? What is time? Is it disposable?

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November 27th, 10.45: managed to burn her hair… Red hair on fire!

November 27th, 1.16: is back where it's warm and silent. Good night munchkins. Usually not sending out any good night messages but tonight is inspired!

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November 26th, 9.45: is wondering, how do you trash your bad friends? Stop all contact out of the blue.. tell them honestly they're doing you more bad than good.. Ignore them…?

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November 25th, 20.26: is amazed at how little respect people can show at others while they themselves ask for much of it

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November 25th, 23.42: thinks the Web3 is like Fort Knox!

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November 23rd, 13.37: thinks the Web3 is a Fort Knox event! Can't get near it and when you ask for a key or a peak through the door, poof, all the guards are gone!

November 23rd, 12.47: was in no mood all morning but training hour ended up being painfully fun. You try doing abs while laughing out loud!

November 23rd, 10.48: has no will, no motivation, no mood for coach and wants chocolate, cakes and peanut butter

November 23rd, 9.06: wonders if coach is going to bring a punching ball this morning cause she would need to beat it to a pulp!

November 23rd, 8.20: has been up since 6am disappointed. When someone’s head grows it will blow up in their face at some point. How to tell them to watch out for the mess…

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November 22nd, 21.03: has brunched, has cleaned, has washed, has peeled, has watched the Sunday show and will soon be doing the early Sunday sleep

November 22nd, 12.10: is looking out the window and admiring the snow… It's snowing in Paris!!

November 22nd, 1.02: was found on FB by the daughter of her neighbours in Sweden back in the 80's. What were the odds after 20 years?

November 22nd, 0.18: is in her fabulous pj, with fabulous warm socks felling absolutely fabulous on this Saturday night in exchanging champagne for hot tea with lemon

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November 21st, 22.19: has cancelled her night plans to stay in watch “Don’t mess with Zohan”, Israeli music, stupid script & her own life story (hair aside) Could it be better?

November 21st, 20.29: is gaining some force back with the Big Bad Sugar Free Red Big Bull before joining MLP and BLP for some FCN

November 21st, 19.15: is wondering whether she left her energy back at the bookstore or washed it down with the dishes…

November 21st, 10.35: has been up since dawn (well, it’s all relative really) and ready to go play in the water puddles! Water-puddling in style!

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November 20th, 17.33: is and will be but may not be at some point, who knows… But may become again if she decides to be!

November 20th, 9.51: slept like a baby and up since almost a normal hour to all. What a fabulous life!

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November 19th, 22.11: is going to bed before 22.30 and for that only, she is extremely proud!! May watch TV (sorry JP.G) but in any case will dream of a sports shoes before 23h

November 19th, 18.03: needs 2 weeks to recover!!!! Needs a "No Pain No Gain" doll like the one in "Keeping the Faith" immediately if not sooner!

November 19th, 10.23: is up and running against time. There are not enough hours in the day to do all that must be done! Maybe cloning is not such a bad idea after all

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November 18th, 23.38: is going to bed! Long day in the rain, in the boots and in Paris

November 18th, 10.27: is glad because she can wear her new Marc Jacobs welly boots today and sing in the rain

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November 17th, 23.42: feels her eyes slowly shut (actually started a few hours ago) She thanks her coach for mooching her completely so she can sleep better

November 17th, 13.46: will be very happy if by the end of the day she will manage to put on her own coat and lift her bag. Very happy…

November 17th, 10.20: has actually 40 min left before her self-imposed leg, arm and back twists with the mean man. Why inflict this on yourself she wonders... And pay for it too!

November 17h, 10.59: has 1 more minute before her self-imposed leg, arm and back twists with the mean man. Why inflict this on yourself she wonders… And pay for it too!

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November 16th, 0.45: wonders, when you feel fed up or on the limit of “pretending” should you just get up and leave or keep that smile and keep pretending…

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November 15th, 12.44: is on her way to admire daddy’s photo expo at the Trocadero Library, 16th, Les Odeurs de Bucharest” if you’re up for a foreign smelly experience

November 15th, 9.53: has seen Cognac. Tasted Cognac. Celebrated Cognac. Had a great Cognac Experience

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November 14th, 9.57: will be starting her serious training today. All she did till now was just tickle her body. As from today she will suffer & it will probably do her good

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November 13th, 2.08: is finally in bed. Long day. Interesting things… Maybe the fortune teller was right when she said "there's a trip & when you get back… A new life will begin"

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November 12th, 21.59: is back online. Welly boots off, umbrella put aside and cheddar put in fridge. She wants to go back there…

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November 10th, 11th: LONDON

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November 9th, 19.02: is having a fabulous martini carrot cocktail somewhere south west London. Where? No idea, but the cocktail is fabulous!

November 9th, 16.20: is enjoying the London rain, sun, the company and Sunday cocktails. Loving it!

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November 7th – 8th: LONDON

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November 6th, 22.33: is happy under the rain and thinks her previous status was quite dumb. Blame it on a one hour jet lag…

November 6th, 22.24: is having a Caesar salad in London. Same menu, different city. What else?

November 6th, 9.42: is going British. God bless the queen and Curry

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November 5th, 17.35: is drinking for Obama tonight at the Alcazar Paris and drinking for Obama tomorrow in London. Will she be blaming Obama for her hangovers?

November 5th, 13.58: is having a hard time understanding how come she can't close her bag while still pulling cloths out of it. Is it the bag or is it her?

November 5th, 3.35: is following Obama's victory. 199 vs. 124 McCain

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November 4th, 12.52: is the 1,032,251st person to donate their status to get out the vote for Barack Obama today. Donate yours

November 4th, 8.31: is up and ready for some serious workout! Tonight, Harry's bar, elections, Bloody Mary...s

November 4th, 1.06: is sleepless in bed trying to visualize a sunset, a sundown but all she's getting is a breakdown! Aie aie aie!

November 4th, 0.07: is behind schedule on sleep. May coach be nice to her tomorrow!!!!

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November 3rd, 19.39: is having soup, going to bed at 9pm and getting ready to flex and plier tomorrow morning with her new best friend

November 3rd, 11.44: is up and about and turning around

November 3rd, 2: can't shut her brain for the night. Thinking about her sweet stranger, her to-do list, her evening or the things she needs to take to London. Turn it off!

November 3rd, 1.11: is too exhausted to sleep, so it seems

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November 2nd, 21.47: is exhausted. Sundays are tough days really. It may not seem that way but recovering from the weekend can be hard work!

November 2nd, 12.47: is getting too old for more then 1 night of 5am with wine. Sometimes one must call defeat. 1pm and the question is, why get out of bed?

November 2nd, 4.28: is home, late, again, tipsy, again… With a lovely declaration from a complete stranger… Lovely

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November 1st, 13.19: thinks A1igle boots are made for walking and can hear the call of the puddles. Isn't it great to be 18 again… (Minus 15 maybe this time)

November 1st, 13.02: has been dreaming intensely about people, friends & places. It's raining out in real life. Maybe it's best to stay in the sun a little longer

November 1st, 4.58: wonders about men... But thinks she'll just have to stop

November 1st, 13.19: thinks A1igle boots are made for walking and can hear the call of the puddles. Isn't it great to be 18 again… (Minus 15 maybe this time)

November 1st, 13.02: has been dreaming intensely about people, friends & places. It's raining out in real life. Maybe it's best to stay in the sun a little longer

November 1st, 4.58: wonders about men... But thinks she'll just have to stop

October 31st, 14.53: bets living in a nudist colony probably takes the fun out of Halloween!

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October 30th, 13.33: is moving slowly like a punched out punching ball but feels great! In a few days when she’ll be feeling normal again it will all start again, and then again and again

October 30th, 10.35: feels great but can barely put a thigh in front of the other… Shame!

October 30th, 1.25: wonders why when she pays good money for heels she feels good & sexy. When she pays good money for a coach, she feels lots of pain & old…

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October 29th, 13.25: has decided to give up monthly shoe shopping for flexed feet and sit ups… She must be crazy!!!

October 29th, 10.48: is up, waiting for the person who will partly change her life

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October 28th, 23.07: has followed the wise man, turned her phone off, PC off, watched the film beginning to end while concentrating on nothing else and now, to bed! JP, it’s a beginning

October 28th, 20.12: Next baby step in her new “break the patterns” resolutions, turn the PC off and relax with a film, beginning to end no interruption

October 28th, 9.45: has listened to an advice, gone to sleep before 0.30 and part from a minor nightmare, followed the yellow brick road till 9am. One baby step at a time

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October 27th, 23.32: is starting by changing her sleeping habits and is off to bed. No TV, no thinking about coffee cups and cracks in the ceiling!

October 27th, 22.06: has realised certain things and will do her best to change her patterns, habits, people and shoes!

October 27th, 8.42: is up and has been since the time she went to bed. To be treated with care like a little kitty or the tiger transformation could be quite radical

October 27th, 12.28: had a great weekend, a great spicy Korean and thinks German nannies are great!

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October 26th, 19.45: is going to post a very boring post but she’s having a very nice Sunday

October 26th, 14.30: thinks that when she closed the door, she opened a whole new window… the trick is now not to let in too much dust and bugs

October 26th, 7.15: is replying to status messages less then 4 hours after having gone to sleep. What's wrong in the picture? Tick and send. Win big!

October 26th, 3.07: feels like taking a pen & paper and spend tomorrow rewriting her life, her people, her goals, her general patterns. Will she change?

October 26th, 2.46: is back home after a good night out but since we're back to 3am and not 4am it's early so maybe she should go back out again

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October 25th, 20.13: is off for dinner and beyond

October 25th, 12.49: is having a hard time starting anything today part from a minor fire

October 25th, 9.54: still can't believe the "sorry I don't know you" cold shoulder she got from the new stupid bouncer at a club she spent her life is. He was ugly too!

October 25th, 9.19: is up way too early & according to Cosmopolitan, will premature her skin because of lack of sleep… Can't do that now can she. Back to bed

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October 24th, 23.10: is at the Fumoir, dined, wined, all taken cared of.. 3 men looking after her… What else?

October 24th, 19.15: has done all but the North Pole today. Noise, traffic, iPod, shopping, meetings, Facebook… How does one relax with nature and penguins?

October 24th, 10.11: wants to go to the North Pole for a week. Her. Nature. Silence. No wifi, pc or gadgets. Just her and the sound of silence

October 24th, 2.41: is watching Jesus in the dessert looking for the truth. Maybe this is the time for rebirth, restart, reboot

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October 23rd, 23.21: has decided, to hell with it!! When real people fall down in life, they get right back up and keep on walking!

October 23rd, 20.04: is still upset & about why some need to share their lives while all we want them to do is shut up about it! Is it to hurt us, provoke us…

October 23rd, 12.03: thinks wise men are not always silent, but they know when to be. When they don’t, they are just fools!

October 23rd, 11.11: thinks no man is worth your tears, but once you find the once who is, he won’t make you cry. The others give them up the moment you feel it up your throat

October 23rd, 7.12: can't sleep. Yesterday won't go away…

October 23rd, 1.04: is wondering why men need to share what they should really keep to themselves!! If they want to cause pain, hit the ball instead!!

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October 22nd, 13.08: has had so many fabulous mini cakes (although mini cake + mini cake + many more = way too many) that today she’s drinking her meals!

October 22nd, 8.24: is asking (yes, so early) why has youtube, dailymotion etc gone MUTE all of a sudden? Speakers work but those sites are silent. Anyone?

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October 21st, 23.05: hopes the Bertrand’s will give her access to their fully equipped sports centre over the next few months. After all those fabulous pastries comes the fasting!

October 21st, 18.24: is getting ready to discover Angelina’s new Autumn-Winter pastry collection. Putting on pants so that her hands can stay safe in her pockets!

October 21st, 14.02: doesn't understand why some keep recruiting aSW friends via their FB status then complain that aSW is not what it used to be

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October 20th, 21.53: is quoting someone smart who once said "Don't make someone a priority in your life if you're only an option in theirs."

October 20th, 11.52: sprinted from bed this morning like a missile, angry, finally realising someone she has been adoring for so long has actually no reason to be adored!

October 20th, 0.09: had a few drinks, booked her ticket to London and should consider some sleep now. And god created Sunday!

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October 19th, 13.32: is thinking maybe it’s time to start doing something more efficient with her Sunday. Quand même!

October 19th, 0.56: is sitting up straight, hands on the keyboard, eyes on her screen and her mind in her bed. What is keeping her from actually going to it? 3615 Shrink!

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October 18th, 11.03: is trying to make space on her pc but has no idea what stuff need to be kept & the useless junk! Apple mobile device support? Friend of foe?

October 18th, 11.31: wishes it would be 11.30 at night so she could continue sleeping & not feel bad about it. Now she has to get up cause she does…

October 18th, 0.16: has not been drinking today! Really… She hasn’t been drinking at all. Sipping champagne is not like drinking it, right?

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October 17th, 10.08: can't seem to get the volume down an inch. Cars, planes, the wind... Isn't champagne as harmless as water really?

October 17th, 2.55: was in no mood yesterday but oh so many drinks…

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October 16th, 10.23: is in no mood today!

October 16th, 0.56: thinks that is she had a cow right now she’s probably eat it alive… And go pick up some potatoes to have on the side!

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October 15th, 2.23: is counting sheep again! Scheisse! Needs to get sleep to sing Mama Mia like a queen tomorrow after having found her perfect ridiculous ABBA look. Mist!

October 15th, 1.25: is home after a full day out! Hopefully will have a full night in and start all over again in the early hours and all the way to MAMA MIA @ the Alcazar

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October 14th, 7.56: is already up & it's not even 8 (impressive eh!) If you're attending the Salon des Micros Entreprises, let her know & you'll have coffee

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October 13th, 22.35: is soon starting a 3 day “salon des micro enterprises” marathon. If anyone nice is there let me know and we’ll share a coffee between a 30 min atelier

October 13th, 12.11: thinks one should take time to deliberate, but when the time for action arrives, stop thinking and go in… or get out of bed!

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October 12th, 22.29: has been hung over and sleepy since 12pm and after too much time awake is ready to turn the lights off and go to sleep

October 12th, 13.46: has been drunk and merry till 8am and after a little bit of sleep is ready to start all over again

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October 11th, 20.28: has nothing to declare

October 11th, 11.38: is flying off to the webdeux connect on her magic carpet! Make her space to land!

October 11th, 2.46: is watching a chocolate show on TV & can barely watch! Try a girls night out with bags of candy & you won't look chocolate in the eye again!

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October 10th, 19.36: is having a girls’ night with girls (yes, usually that’s how it works), cocktails (much, much of them) and fabulous girly food (fabulous!!)

October 10th, 11.22: needs to get to point B from point A but point B seems to be so far away she may have to ride a donkey to get there!

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October 9th, 1.41: thinks she may have to excuse herself for all the sins sinned over the year so that she can start all over again as soon as possible

October 9th, 1.34: is back home late. Had to make her bed late. In bed even later hoping to sleep early

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October 8th, 23.41: is at la fleche d'or watching crazy Constantine do crazy things on his stage. Is he crazy? Is this normal? Are we?

October 8th, 9.07: cursed the world all night because of lack of sleep & unable to watch the debate because of a newly dysfunctional TV. Stay away today. She bites badly!

October 8th, 2.10: wonders if going to bed at a reasonable hour and falling asleep before 4 hours later, is so much to ask…

October 8th, 1.30: is asking, sleep oh sleep, where are thee? Sleep, come and lay yourself on me god dammit!

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October 7th, 22.22: thinks if something is boring after 2 min, try it for 4. If it’s still boring, then 8, then 16, then 32. Eventually you’ll discover it’s not boring at all!

October 7th, 12.30: thinks all men should freely use those seven words that have the power to make any relationship run smoothly: you know dear, you may be right!

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October 6th, 23.20: feels we should all own an iron man at home to iron cloths & massage backs. A Robert D. would be great! If Apple is so good, can Apple wifi him out of the screen?

October 6th, 19.31: has nothing interesting to say so she won’t say it!

October 6th, 12.54: is lost in charitable translation and wants to make the world a better world to live in

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October 5th, 21.10: has been at the horse race all day and thinks basically horse racing is a fabulously animated roulette with lots of champagne!

October 5th, 8.53: is up at 8 on this Sunday morning. Not in Delhi, Tokyo or Madrid like you all, but Paris… If only it could have been NY so she could have slept some more!

October 5th, 0.02: sometimes wakes up and thinks she should start wearing a beret, but she doesn’t do it. One day she will! She will have a beret on!
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October 4th, 10.02: is crazy for her pillow! Can she really leave it behind and start an affair with life?

October 4th, 1.11: is back home from fashion to pillow passion. Thanks all who came. It was great!

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October 3rd, 12: is at the fashion fair getting ready to lead with class & style tonight's LA GRANDF FASHION PARTY @ LE66. La Mode La Mode La Mode

October 3rd, 8.36: will lead with class & grace tonight's LA GRANDE FASHION PARTY @ LE66 even with less of 5 hours sleep in her blood! SEE YOU TONIGHT with rosy cheeks & a smile

October 3rd, 7.49: is asking you, why wake up @ 9am when you can wake up @ 6? Waste of sleep if you ask! Especially with the rain out! Yes, you got it, slightly grumpy!

October 3rd, 2.17: is back in bed looking annoyingly at the time, knowing the heavy day she has tomorrow, hoping to sleep before the end of this status

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October 2nd, 4.43: can tell you it's quite annoying lying in bed, looking at the time, counting the minutes turning into hours especially as there are only 3 digits… Oy vey!

October 2nd, 3.41: is wondering in what twisted world (but her own) does someone go to sleep at a decent hour than wakes up at 3am, as if ready to start the day

October 2nd, 0.38: thinks its hard to really know ourselves but is still looking for a wrist-smeller to tell her if her new scent is "her"… Easy!

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October 1st, 13.54: may have found her fragrance. She may be elegant, luxurious yet simple and with character or more sensual and cool. Strong and vulnerable…

September 30th, 18.03: is looking for her new scent… Needs roses, needs sensual, needs oriental… Needs a new or extra nose!

September 30th, 10.24: is wishing you a merry Christmas and a happy new year! It is New Year today and the weather is Christmas like so, she may!

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September 29th, 1.18: thinks maybe she should follow a friend's idea and count her empty glasses in the cupboard

September 29th, 11.25: is wishing you a Happy New Year in V.O, Happy Eid and in case she'll miss you at that time, Merry Christmas and Happy Chanukah!

September 29th, 0.13: is about to go to bed… Or at least the thought of it is there

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September 28th, 21.36: has followed the little red line all morning then dropped it for the yellow brick road

September 28th, 11.38: is following the little red line…

September 28th, 2.57: has been rethinking things and managed to reach a few conclusions… Work not done but a clearer line is being drawn

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September 27th, 1.58: thinks the right word may be effective, but no word was ever so effective as a rightly times pause…

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September 26th, 10.30: thinks a day has a start to it so that one can start it. But when is the start? Or is the end when you actually think you should begin?…

September 26th, 1.43: is wondering why some people are the way they are and others aren't!… She may prefer the "aren't" but right now, she may go to sleep

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September 25th, 9.48: should get up. There are more things she has to do today than there is time. Try to beat that one!

September 25th, 1.25: needs sleep! 1st comes e-commerce, then new baby Adam, biz RV, cocktails with Carl, Castelbajac, Flute, then blackout!

September 25th, 0.18: has reached the day after yesterday so maybe it’s time to stop, close and reboot!

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September 24th, 21.07: is home, working and thinking of the day’s accomplishments and people. Great day! Great people! Great status!

September 24th, 16.54: has seen the new born baby boy & is meeting the slightly older web E-Commerc'ants. Diapers or web strategies?

September 24th, 9.22: needs to get up now. Got a new baby to go visit, an ecommerce fair to explore, someone to discuss with & a translation to do… What is time?

September 24th, 2.16: thinks she should probably go to bed. So far, she’s still considering. Hopefully soon she will be acting on it!

September 24th, 1.06: has dropped one option out of the night’s two and is satisfied with her choice. She stands by her choice!!

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September 23rd, 17.25: ‘s dilemma is over. First comes TechCrunch, then comes E-commerce and probably way too many champagne glasses all through!

September 23rd, 11.35: will actually be at the E-Commerce fair tomorrow but tonight's dilemma is still on. What to do, where to go, what to wear, what to say?

September 23rd, 9.55: is going to E-Commerce all day, VIP & TechCrucnh party all night. 1 day, 3 opportunities, so much socializing…what to wear?

September 23rd, 0.23: thinks it’s time to Ctrl+S, disguise herself into a sleeping beauty and turn herself off. The question is, will prince charm come kiss her good morning?

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September 22nd, 23.19: is still working. There’s no point distracting her by asking “are you really working” every 5 min. She is! … Sounds weird though, doesn’t it?

September 22nd, 21.10: is working, reading, translating, thinking, experimenting, drinking and every now and again, smoking. No Skippy involved! Sounds familiar?

September 22nd, 19.19: is and will be but may be not. Who knows!? Do you?

September 22nd, 13.59: is working, reading, translating, thinking, experimenting, drinking and every now and again, smoking. No Skippy involved!

September 22nd, 10.17: thinks life may be just a merry-go-round. Come on up. You might get a brass ring or win a free ride

September 22nd, 2.38: is upset with FR night TV. 1st came Secret Story, now comes StarAc. Although, she could probably just switch off

September 22nd, 1.58: can't sleep! Bored, thinking maybe she'll do some work. One is smarter at night time, said.. Am sure someone great said something along those lines

September 22nd, 0.20: thinks life is too short, and the time we waste in yawning never can be regained, therefore she is off to bed, sleep and wake up all pink and perky!

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September 21st, 22.15: thinks letting go doesn’t mean giving up, but rather accepting that there are thing that cannot be

September 21st, 21.24: is letting go… sometimes a girl just needs what she cannot seem to get. Choosing early bed over cocktails and shallow words!

September 21st, 20.55: is giving up…

September 21st, 10.41: is letting go of her bed and accepting the fact she cannot stay in it all day and escape her destiny

September 21st, 0.58: thinking letting go may not mean giving up, but rather accepting that there are things that cannot be!

September 21st, 0.27: has a little dreidel, she made it out of clay. And when it’s dry and ready, Oh dreidel she shall play

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September 20th, 15.57: is grilling in the sun. Her hair is going from red to burning! She's wishing you all a merry Christmas (wishful chilling thinking)

September 20th, 14.19: thinks feeling restless is not a very positive feeling yet may have a positive outcome. She's feeling like a bloody - sevivon!

September 20th, 14.03: has reached her little seat out in the sun but the restleness has not left her...

September 20th, 11.33: feels restless and is going out. Where to? The usual! A nice walk to cross Paris and rest her mind!

September 20th, 9.55: is packing to get out of bed and soon travelling off to the kitchen where she will be served coffee by the coffee machine

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September 19th, 23.13: is suffering from cold-winter-days-far-too-early and going to bed before even 11.30 like a cat, purr where it’s warm!

September 19th, 18.45: is freezing out in Paris. She needs warmth... How about a free hug evening?

September 19th, 9.57: slept, woke up, got up, drank coffee, now sitting down to work. Isn’t that what normal people do?

September 19th, 2.55: is home too late for a very early wake up call (happens even to her) and too early for Castel standards. Tough!

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September 18th, 16.53: thinks clocks slay time… time is dead as long as it is being clicked off by little wheels; only when the clock stops does time come to life

September 18th, 15.04: is back at her old office for some work and coffees. The Etienne Marcel has been out of her life for a life and today they’ll have a true love day!

September 18th, 11.19: thinks the best thing about the future is that it comes only one day at a time

September 18th, 2.46: thinks she shouldn’t be discouraged. It's often the last key in the bunch that opens the lock!

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September 17th, 23.47: is sick and tired of being sick and tired! And only one day has gone by of tissues and tea! A woman’s got no patience to catch a cold!

September 17th, 10.22: is up, working faster than the wind! Whatever that may mean…

September 17th, 7.17: is correcting. The stupid farmer in her dream is actually the beginning of a cold in disguise. Even worse then being abducted by 3 headed aliens!

September 17th, 6.50: is tangled up in her duvet but can't sleep! Got woken up by a stupid dream. Some stupid farmer who pulled an X file stunt on her. Now what?

September 17th, 1.54: thinks she may look quite sexy in her big night woollen socks and her flannel pyjama, hiding under the duvet like there are monsters under the bed!

September 17th, 0.25: left the house tonight heavy booted and jacket’ed! This autumn is winter and she likes it not!

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September 16th, 20.25: needs a drink! It’s September, not even 8.30pm and it’s pitch black and cold outside!! What does this mean? Where is my cocktail?

September 16th, 18.06: is asking, do you, TDiP friend deny that the USSR has placed intermediate range missiles in Cuba and that you will join us @ BAXO 18/9 for dinner? Yes or no?

September 16th, 10.25: is up working. By the end of the day she may speak languages you don’t understand. Don’t take it too personally

September 16th, 2.54: will never really understand why the central heat is on till July when you can hardly breath & off in Sept when you're exposed to the wind like a hairless rat

September 16th, 2.10: is in bed with real pj pants, pj shirt, socks & and a jumper. Is this still September or did we jump to December?

September 16th, 1.35: thinks many things such as loving or going to sleep are done worst when we try hardest to dot hem so basically, she will not sleep! Not sleep! Not sleep!

September 16th, 0.10: is wondering, did you ever notice when you blow in a dog’s face he gets mad at you? But when you take him in a car he sticks his head out the window

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September 15th, 13.58: thinks about life, choices we make or the outcome of things we don’t, men, shoes and low fat Skippy

September 15th, 11.15: is wondering why everyone hates the new FB, what to wear today and if she has enough milk for her coffee. Existential questions in the morning!

September 15th, 0.31: thinks a man doing his seduction act only to test his general seduction skills, is a very tiring thing. Chances are you’re digging your own grave and not your bed

September 15th, 0.16: thinks they talk too much! They run after you saying they want you and when you give them an opportunity to show it all, the act is off!

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September 14th, 22.08: loves sleeping beauty. The music, the sets, the costumes. It’s so romantic! …Or maybe she only likes it because she sleeps for a 100 years and doesn’t age

September 14th, 20.46: is so tired but cannot sleep. Standing on the edge of something much too deep. Funny how she feels so much but cannot say a word…

September 14th, 13.15: is up and about to go feel the sun on her face. Philosophes or not Philosophes, that is the question!

September 14th, 5.32: is hopelessly awake past 5am. She could probably make a great film of her dreams but she chooses sleep over fame!

September 14th, 1.56: worked all day in her sweat pants then went on to the Fumoir looking like Heidi in the mountains, plus the cocktail. The look of the season!

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September 13th, 14.08: is wondering if everyone went by to say hello to the pope today while she’s been translating terms and facts. Is he well? Maybe he’d like to join for a TDiP

September 13th, 12.13: is up, work is on the table, the sun is shining but not sure she’ll be seeing any of it until it’s champagne time! Actually, champagne has no real time, does it?

September 13th, 2.05: wants her cheesecake award tonight! Anyone up for late night cheesecake shopping, just send it over! Cheers!

September 13th, 1.37: is done with work for tonight. She reckons she should be awarded tomorrow… Champagne? A cheesecake?

September 13th, 0.51: is working, watching Capuçon on TV, replying mails, trying hard not to think of peanut butter and not going out, no!

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September 12th, 22.20: is working on this Friday night and wondering if the wolves are hungry at night

September 12th, 11.24: doesn’t understand why people ask questions & request replies about parties they end up never attending! Is it just to make her work harder? No need!

September 12th, 10.10: has been concentrating most of the night on sleeping & thinks it may have delayed it just because of that

September 12th, 1.43: is concentrating on being tired. Some say that if you put your mind to it, it will come!

September 12th, 1.16: is wondering when did yesterday end?? Last she looked at the time it was barely 10pm, now, we’re a day ahead… Where was she?

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September 11th, 23.31: is an illegal alien and have been for many years. If you rub her skin, she goes green

September 11th, 22: is in love with Paris Premiere and their VO TV. Got a better plan for a Thursday night (on a TdiP break of course!!) than alien colonists and Agent Moulder in English?

September 11th, 11.39: is wondering, what next? Where next? Who's next? ... Who's who?

September 11th, 1.27: is amazed how time goes by. One minute you’re at the Alcazar drinking champagne with friends, the next, you’re at home heading to bed, pizza free. What do you know!?

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September 10th, 9.26: is wondering why cats get so anxious to have boiled fish in the morning & where they get their energy from, scratching on doors & all…

September 10th, 1.05: is boxing her bed hoping it will box her back to sleep

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September 9th, 19.28: is boxing the past with her bare hands. With her eyes shot, she maintains tomorrow

September 9th, 5.40: wonders how come she can't access the good wifi network on her pc & only on her phone? Any good computer little helper out there?

September 9th, 9.33: is up, boiled the fish, drank the coffee, got rid of cat hair on her cloths and ready to go

September 9th, 1.06: needs to sleep cause tomorrow, she's getting up like normal people, if not earlier. Counting on Jules to assure her an early wake up call

September 9th, 0.40: is back home, locked away from the cat where it is safe... Nacer, are you following? ;)

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September 8th, 17.436 is getting ready to migrate to the cat hut for the next few days. Boiled fish in the morning again, scratches on her arms and legs, black cloths turn grey

September 8th, 10.51: is wondering if one can beat time. She honestly thinks 'not' but today she'll test the theory and drop you a note

September 8th, 2.31: thinks maybe she should move to India. Wear fabulous Indian cloths & jewellery. Meet an Indian boy & fall in love with Indian subtitles

September 8th, 1.34: thinks that if we’re all alone, we’re all together in that too… She finds that thought to be comforting at times…

September 8th, 0.37: is watching “PS. I love you” again and we all know what this film does to her emotionally and mascara wise. Disastrous on both!

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September 7th, 20.43: has resisted 33 years to the “Shining”. Now having watched it, will sleep with lights on, “Shrek” on ‘repeat’ all night and phones off!

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September 6th, 11.31: is starting to open her eyes up to the world and is turning herself off. Some switches need to be changed, fixed and deleted

September 6th, 2.23: said she was off to bed over 2 hours ago but since when is her sleep on track? Rebooting

September 6th, 0.14: is going to bed now and hoping to wake up on another planet for a short holiday and some fresh air!

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September 5th, 23.30: is wondering, did she say 1 cocktail??… She actually meant 2… Or to make it simple and easy just line up a few!

September 5th, 23.13: is, after being good all evening with teas and cookies, in desperate need of a cocktail!

September 5th, 21.47: wants to stay home in her big woollen socks, yet going out in the rain, high heels and a cocktail in hand sounds more and more tempting. Must be the zaza eeuu effect!

September 5th, 19.49: thinks boys who make you feel the zaza zou so fast then just as quickly, take it away with only a few words, are smart boys. Saves us trouble I’d suppose

September 5th, 11.55: thinks the best thing one can do when it’s raining it’s to let it rain!

September 5th, 1.52: is back from a great night. Great food. Great drinks. Great people. Now great sleep! Isn't that great?

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September 4th, 19.47: is in love with google. Girl meets boy. Boy talks a lot. Boy even talks too much. Girl google’s boy up… Girl runs away with her heels in hand!

September 4th, 19.35: has lived her day like a princess and now is off to dance the night away in her lovely glass shoes… If she looses one, will you google her up to hand it back?

September 4th, 11.02: is waking up like a princess. Can anyone please warm her croissant up, not too much though, wouldn't want to burn her fingers

September 4th, 3.03: is exasperated! Seriously... Damn! Merde! What language should she say it in. It's past 3 and she needs to be human tomorrow

September 4th, 2.15: thinks laughter and tears are both responses to frustration and exhaustion… She personally prefers to laugh. There’s less cleaning up to do afterwards

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September 3rd, 14.50: has decided to attack her 2009 spring-cleaning in advance. House, friends, head and if enough courage, shoes and closet

September 3rd, 11.07: has had quite a night and feels for your own ease, she’ll be keeping quiet today

September 3rd, 2.30: has decided to sleep! May be a very wise decision that will keep her entourage safe tomorrow!

September 3rd, 1.57: s'ennuie tellement qu'elle va écrire en français! Tout le monde dort la dehors? Pfff....

September 3rd, 1.44: is bored! Yes, she should probably be sleeping but s*** happens and she's not. Anyone is up wanting to mail her?

September 3rd, 1.09: is in bed with 2 pillows over her head... Save her or it'll get nasty! Who leaves 2 dogs alone past midnight anyway??

September 3rd, 0.56: loves dogs but hates her neighbour's stupid barking dog at 1am. Make him shut up!

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September 2nd, 23.54: thinks if you judge, investigate! If you are tired, go to bed!

September 2nd, 18.23: is Philosophing (where else?) while thinking about human nature and what drives people to act in certain ways rather than another...

September 2nd, 13.34: has long since come to believe that people never mean half of what they say, and that it is best to disregard their talk and judge only their actions

September 2nd, 11.02: is wishing upon a farm, some cows, horses, bugs, lovely trees and all that, and peace of mind. Anyone got something like that to offer?

September 2nd, 2.28: needs some eggs for her 3am cake and a punching ball to take it all out on

September 2nd, 1.49: feels so bloody restless she's up about to clean, iron, sort her business cards or bake a cake

September 2nd, 1.37: is in bed, no sleep and her mind that feels like it is decomposing. When does it get easier?…

September 2nd, 0.58: is dreading loosing her mind… Hopefully she has a tape back-up somewhere, and if not, lots of vodka!

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September 1st, 16.40: has just moved into the land of both shadow and substance, of things and ideas. She reached the stop and has just crossed over into the Twilight Zone!

September 1st, 15.49: is travelling through another dimension, a dimension not only of sight and sound but of mind. A journey into a wondrous land of imagination. Next stop, the Twilight Zone!

September 1st, 14.12: is on family duty tonight hoping not to wear her dot blue kid dress, shiny shoes and get wet kisses from her old auntie… It just won't do!

September 1st, 11.10: is here but is not here. Can you see her? My point exactly!

August 31st, 20.51: is trying to think of a better way to end her Sunday than with Simon & Garfunkel and the Graduate… There could be one but this is a great ending!

August 31st, 9.57: wonders how one knows who to trust and upon what, when both words and acts are deceiving…

August 31st, 7.59: is wishing upon a star & hoping to find herself at Maya's 1st day of kinder garden tomorrow. One of life's pure pleasures!

August 31st, 7.24: has been up most night. Thinking about the day that passed. Can't help think deception of human kind

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August 30th, 23.19: is thinking “girlfriend”… friend or foe?

August 30th, 14.22: is saying that if it was up to her she’d go right back to sleep, skip this day and go straight to the next! Sundays can only be fabulous and good can’t they!?

August 30th, 11.40: thinks you may wake up at 6am, but then you fall back asleep and wake up at midday… Now however got to get moving. Was it the left leg first or the right?

August 30th, 6.30: thinks waking up at 6am is considered a sin in some parts of the world. If only it wasn’t for the blond angered b*** invading her sleep!

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August 29th, 23.30: thinks “Anger”: an acid that can do more harm to the vessel in which it is stored than to anything on which is poured! This “anger” has a name and blond hair

August 29th, 21.20: thinks some people have nothing else to do than attack others via FB. Sandra has found herself her first stalker

August 29th, 10.39: loves the man who brought her the pills and loved the pills only thinks, that despites all, all hope is lost for her! Give her a job or put her in nightly comas!

August 29th, 1.38: got her first non sleepy sleeping pill and hoping to shut her system off completely till the roosters start doing their thing

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August 28th, 21.18: experienced motherhood for a few hours this afternoon with people thinking she was someone’s wife and the mother of 2… Quite nice actually!

August 28th, 13.19: thinks huge events take place on this earth every day; earthquakes, hurricanes, even glaciers move. So why couldn’t he look at me?

August 28th, 1.30: wanted her bed early & almost had it… Was so close and eyes so heavy. Now wide-awake counting ants

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August 27th, 23: missed him so called him. Found out he found another. Miss him still. Hate him…

August 27th, 22.44: pressed stop. Bed. Yes. She. Now! God bless… Good night!

August 27th, 20.40: thinks people are not lazy. They simply have impotent goals. Right one that goal being test the sofa and press “Play”

August 27th, 11.30: has been up since such a long time she’s starting to think it’s time to go back to bed now!

August 27th, 7.19: is going to bed past her bedtime and waking up before its time! It’s all upside down these days!

August 27th, 0.54: has been quite expat’y tonight and is now in bed like a good girl. If you don’t hear from her till tomorrow, be happy! May the sleep force be with her… Amen!

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August 26th, 18.21: is still on a wave and needs you to be extra gentle. The inner boiler is on and the kafta is one cheek away!

August 26th, 11.26: is advising you to be extra sweet to her today cause the kafta can come easy!

August 26th, 3.19: is begging of you to give her the secret to true sleep (along the lines of true love sort of thing) is there a guide book? Sleeping for idiots!

August 26th, 2.12: is in bed but if only she could be in the land of far far away… or in some hopelessly romantic fairy tale… Only for a day or two, that’s a fair request…

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August 25th, 23.55: wonders why it is you only find the perfect man who will chase you no matter what, all excuses cast aside, in films or in other peoples lives?

August 25th, 11.01: has her phone taped to her ear, the keyboard taped to her fingers and drinks coffee with a straw

August 25th, 2.37: is thinking about too many things at the same time much too late at night! Tell her to stop and teach her to sleep!

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August 24th, 23.56: is optimistic and thinks there is a good side to this rain after all… She’s still looking for what it is though…

August 24th, 14.15: is wondering what we have all done wrong to have such a sad depressing weather. Haven’t we all been good? Don’t we deserve some sun and affection?

August 24th, 11.07: is fed up with this Facebook spam! She felt so secure here, so safe, and now… Spam bam!

August 24th, 2.27: is watching Secret Story in bed and laughing out loud at John-David’s hair issues… Does it get more pathetic than that? John-David and herself!

August 24th, 1.11: is back home from girl meets girl meets boy then another boy, meets girl and boy, then one more boy meets boy. A fabulous day out!

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August 23rd, 15.16: is in the Marais. Where else? It’s a wonder she’s not been asked to pay this neighbourhood some rent.

August 23rd, 11.08: is waking up on this Saturday and thinking, what is Saturday? Is it a resting day or a busy day? Should one be thankful for the week or is that tomorrow?

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August 22nd, 23.19: is going to do her best to sleep early and get to the next day. Some days are too long and complicated to stay up late for!

August 22nd, 17.18: is wondering, when does it get any easier?

August 22nd, 3am: is in bed hoping to wake up before midday tomorrow… May god watch over her and make sure her two alarms ring!

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August 21st, 20.54: is off to drink some mint tea… If you come she’ll put some vodka in it just for you… or champagne. Whichever works for you really!

August 21st, 19.13: just remembered a dream where she had a huge star tattooed all over her back. Does that mean she should wish upon a star or get a back massage?

August 21st, 14.29: should maybe watch her thoughts for they become words. Watch her words for they become actions…

August 21st, 11.38: managed to find her sleep in Bolivia and reunite with it in bed here in Paris. So proud!

August 21st, 0.34: is going to sleep this day off. It’s been a long, long day! Hopefully the postman won’t even ring once tomorrow!

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August 20th, 21.37: put some stuff under her table legs and has now a happy table!

August 20th, 17.20: is restless but only good is coming out of it. Her house is sparkling, her shoes back in place. Paperwork done and files all filed! Great!

August 20th, 13.30: has known better. Banks can break you down like rain during a romantic picnic.

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August 19th, 21.21: is proudly announcing she is going to bed. Yes, it is only 21.21 and she’s loving it! Have fun out there kids! Grandma is going to sleep! For once that she can!

August 19th, 16.56: is feeling the downside of going out till late and getting up before the cows even mooo!

August 19th, 7.41: has less then 5 hours of sleep in her blood… Not quite sure that will get her that far…

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August 18th, 2.49: met an old friend tonight. Fantastic evening hoping to sleep now cause at 7am got to be up like normal people. Will she? Is she?

August 18th, 19.58: thinks meeting people you’ve virtually known for long, for the 1st time, is like having your first ice cream after a long cold winter… Or something like that anyway.

August 18th, 13.55: is recovering from an intense girl chick flick night! 3 films. 9pm till 3am… Quite intensive!

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August 17th, 15.55: is finally ready to leave, drink, eat and be merry watching chick flicks while sipping pink cocktails. God created Sundays and Sandra is loving them!

August 17th, 13.07: is not quite sure if it’s time to leave bed or press snooze just a few more minutes. Sleep deprivation and intense jazz groupy’ing do that to you.

August 17th, 4.35: had a great 2nd time around at the Sunside with the boys! The trouble with (the) Yaron, Matt & Gerald (trio) is that there is not enough of it!

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August 16th, 12.08: is off to the sun and the sunside!

August 16th, 9.20: is up. At 9… Now what?

August 16th, 8.56: went to bed at 3, work up at 8… What’s going on? She’s all upside down like a jazz tune. She’s a groupie now. Needs force and energy!

August 16th, 2.24: is back from a fabulous jazz night at the Sunside. Going back tomorrow for more! Can never have enough of good music and shoes!

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August 15th, 13.06: is going to the Etienne Marcel with her t-top and good reads! Nothing like a good chicken Caesar and sun to wash the bad mood away!

August 15th, 3.39: is fed up being the good friend who is left behind in favour of the “potential maybe” who is getting a lift home while she looks for a cab alone past 3am! Merde!

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August 14th, 19.30: doesn’t have a sense of entitlement or that she deserves what she has. Can she have her champagne now?

August 14th, 14.09: is asking herself too many questions for the answers she can give herself back!

August 14th, 11.59: is getting her own delivery of sleep from over seas in just over a week!! Deliverance!

August 14th, 3.05: thinks she may kill a brain cell with each Secret Story episode. She’ll have to learn to sleep again or she’ll be dumb by the end of the summer

August 14th, 1.30: can’t decide if to count an animal farm to help her sleep or the days left in the Secret Story house. Which got more potential?

August 14th, 0.25: thinks when women are depressed they go eat or shop. Men invade another country. It’s a whole different way of thinking!

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August 13th, 19.08: thinks her prince charm lost her address or broke a leg on his velib! Those damn velib’s! A curse on a girl’s love life!

August 13th, 12.31: welcomes you to the church of holly cabbage. Lettuce pray!!

August 13th, 11.39: is laughing out loud at Jules (the family cat) who apparently, had nothing better to do than pee on the living room phone… Psycho cat!

August 13th, 2.19: had a fantastic day out in the windstorm. Home now. Should sleep really… Can’t obviously! Exasperated. Honestly!

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August 12th, 11.43: wants to teleport to Israel, help a beauty queen blow out her 2nd year candle. There isn’t another little girl in the universe as gorgeous as Maya, don’t care what u think!

August 12th, 1.44: is going to bed hoping her Stardust transformation will operate during the night and transform her into fairy Sandra will magical powers to save the world!

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August 11th, 23.29: has just watched Stardust and her life has changed! Tomorrow she’ll wish upon a star, marry a prince and glow in the dark!

August 11th, 21.44: is at home first evening in a few weeks. So far, there has been no temptation to leave it. Rather good progress!

August 11th, 11.29: is starting to fear the night like kids fear the closet monsters. It's not free-hug day but if you see her in the street today, take her in your arms!

August 11th, 3.42: is in need of a friendly, warm and long hug… This lack of sleep is making her go nuts! Needs a pair of warm arms around her and a glass of hot milk with a straw.

August 11th, 3.14: wants to sleep but lost her 10-stepws-ti-sleep guide book. If only someone could remind her of step nr. 1, maybe she’ll recall the rest.

August 11th, 1.50: is back home and thinking… Will we all end up in chairs, communicating through a screen, eating liquid food and getting obese while missing out on life around us!

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August 10th, 13.19: thinks lazy is a wrong word. People are not lazy. They simply have impotent goals!

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August 9th, 23.37: is back home, drunk, tired and ready to go to bed before midnight! How bad is that… or maybe on the contrary, with her sleeping history, it may be quite good!

August 9th, 13.34: has been doing so much since this early morning. Had brunch, did some emailing, found a cure for cancer…

August 9th, 11.49: could maybe pretend she's in a different time zone and feel less guilty about opening her eyes at almost midday

August 9th, 2.55: is in bed. Not asleep yet but the bed is an excellent first step! One baby step at a time!

August 9th, 2.08: thinks that if you feel lonely, move to the city! City life is millions of people being lonesome together!

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August 8th, 13.32: thinks that having something to say is overrated!

August 8th, 11.20: is getting up with a slight…ly horrific hang over. Things didn’t go according to plan. Do they ever?

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August 7th, 3.30: wanted to go for just a drink. Ended up in a club for one more. Finally in bed trying to end the day.

August 7th, 15.36: is afraid of the thunder! Has nightmares about plane parts falling down from the sky and giant bees aiming to sting her through doors! To be avoided in storms!

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August 6th, 19.16: wants to stick her head into the freezer and keep it there till Santa comes by!!

August 6th, 10.44: thinks the nothing will be here any minute and she won’t just sit here and let it take over her!

August 6th, 2.39: is sorting out her wardrobe at 2.40am. She lost it! Completely! She needs help, or maybe just some hot milk with honey and a slight coma!

August 6th, 0.51: thinks a man is what he thinks about all day long. Maybe that’s why she’s not tired cause all day long she thought she was a superhero with superpowers!

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August 5th, 2.41: wants someone to take a big heavy object and quite gently bring it on her head and make her sleepy… so, so sleepy!

August 5th, 1.04: thinks god plays a lot of comedy… the trouble is, he’s stuck with quite many bad actors who don’t know to play funny

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August 4th, 14.29: is stuck in reverse!

August 4th, 12.04: is asking, liebchen - sweetnessheart, what watch? Twelve watch. Such much?

August 4th, 2.10: is watching Casablanca, thinking how time goes by, feeling quite sentimental and wondering what watch… 2am watch… Such much!

August 4th, 1.46: is watching Casablanca, crying to Casablanca

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August 3rd, 23.38: is still taking her break. Still trying to get over her human disappointment and drinking… It helps!

August 3rd, 2.37: is taking a break. Needs to reboot and get rid of trash!

August 3rd, 2.27: has been let down not by 1, by 2, but by 3 people in less then 2 hours tonight. A bit tough to handle…

August 3rd, 2.10: is fed up! Why give if you don’t receive back? How to choose the right people? Learn to trust less…

August 3rd, 1.51: thinks it all may be just a make believe… isn’t it?

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August 2nd, 14.33: thinks it's hard to find things since she lost you…

August 2nd, 12.22: wants to be in the desert. Some fruit, some water, a tent, her shoes, no phone, no stress

August 2nd, 0.46: was in bed. Was good. Was ready to sleep… Now up, dressed, heading to Castel. Where did the good resolutions go?

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August 1st, 23.29: is already in bed…Yes, there is hope in sleep’a ville!

August 1st, 22.49: is sticking to the plan so far. Being fabulously boring and at home!

August 1st, 19.11: is staying home this Friday, not drinking, not smoking, not going to bed at 5am (well, to be confirmed) being boring and enjoying it!

August 1st, 12.46: is back… Don’t ask! Maybe she’ll tell… Maybe she won’t! Now she’s off… Don’t ask!

July 31st, 11.14: wants to organise your parties and events! Balloons, clowns and hit-you-with-in-the-face cakes. You love it!! You know it!!

July 31st, 3.24: has actually found worse than a face burning cream & Secret Story at night time… A biblical documentary… Should make one sleepy, shouldn't it? One would think

July 31st, 3.16: tried a new face cream and is no bozo the burning clown and its past 3am, watching Secret Story, no sleep… Can it get better than this?

July 31st, 2.03: is going to resist the Skippy chunky call, sort out her business cards once and for all and maybe, if still enough energy after all that… sleep!

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July 30th, 12.56: is grateful for all the “fall in love with me stranger” proposals. Will think about it and get back to you at Christmas time! More romantic!

July 30th, 2.32: wants to be in love with a stranger… Or maybe that's just because she can't sleep and has nothing else to think about at half past 2 in the morning

July 30th, 1.48: is hiding in her apartment, barricaded from evil!

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July 29th, 12.49: is quite upset about last night’s news. Where can a girl feel safe? Apparently not by her own house at 10pm with a group of men walking by…

July 29th, 1.15: just found out a girl got rapped by her house. Living in the 16th is not as chic and fabulous as everyone assumes it to be but rather dangerous and even dodgy

July 29th, 1.03: is home after a lovely evening out in Paris… Now what? It’s 1am… time to sleep or to get sleepless?

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July 28th, 14.06: looking through the World Wide Web to find the perfect job, that’s what she’s doing right now! You have the perfect offer for her? Great!! Come forward!

July 28th, 1.01: is fed up being tired and a blink away from sleep then wake up and feel ready to start her day at 1am instead of ending the former

July 28th, 0.30: thinks you should follow your heart, but be quiet for a while first. Ask questions, then feel the answers

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July 27th, 22.13: had an unexpectedly good day in the Marais. Just got home wanting to go back out there… All these people and warm weather make her want a cocktail!

July 27th, 13.15: says breakfast is why she gets up in the morning. Her definition stops here! Brunch is why she gets up on Sunday noon!

July 27th, 3.24: wanted to go to bed early. Never happened! Back from the Bagatelle woods, redbull’d up and off to lala land!

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July 26th, 23.07: was pj’d and on her way to bed, now somehow heading to the woods… On Bagatelle duty!

July 26th, 21.39: is staying in tonight! Yes! In! On her sofa! Yes! No drinking! Yes! She’s loving it!

July 26th, 15.09: got her sleep, missed her lunch, broke a zip and is about to try very hard not to kick someone’s ass!

July 26th, 3.30: is advising, do not be misled! Starting to believe most signs are misleading and bad company corrupts good character!

July 26th, 2.52: is starting her 3rd year of TDiP! Thank you all for another fabulous year!!

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July 25th, 18.22: is lacking sleep. After 4 hours sleep last night, just got up from an attempted nap. Even faked a snore to pretend… Didn't work… Tough night ahead!

July 25th, 12.16: chatted on the phone like a schoolgirl till almost 6am. Hates the phone since 10am. Up too early for human kind to attend lunch then total collaps-ation!

July 25th, 3.06: thinks that if history repeats itself and the unexpected always happens, how incapable must man be of learning form experience…

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July 24th, 20.17: is quite sure that a drink a day keeps the shrink away!

July 24th, 19.46: is wondering if she’s walking to you in everything she does…

July 24th, 1.48: thinks all deception in the course of life is indeed nothing else but a lie reduced to practice

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July 23rd, 14.15: is wondering, since we can all read the writing on the wall, why do we just assume it’s addressed to someone else?

July 23rd, 13.40: thinks sometimes you put walls up not to keep people out, but to see who cares enough to break them down

July 23rd, 2.31: is having a severe headache, probably from all that wine & too much unnecessary drama. No more of it… Obviously don't mean the wine!

July 23rd, 2.04: thinks we can destroy ourselves by cynicism and disillusion, just as effectively as by bombs… Or maybe it’s just the wine talking

July 23rd, 1.52: thinks we can destroy ourselves by cynicism and disillusion, just as effectively as by bombs…

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July 22nd, 16.41: is wondering if it’s worth all the drama… The thing is; would it be as exciting without any at all? Although, less is more isn’t it?

July 22nd, 1am: thinks we're all a bit broken inside since our childhood days & as adults, we keep on breaking others… Why is that?

July 22nd, 0.37: is a bit schizo at times… at night times!

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July 21st, 22.53: is going to work on her new personification in bed! Hopefully by tomorrow morning she’ll wake up smarter and personified!

July 21st, 18.46: needs to “personify” herself if she wants to walk the talk!

July 21st, 14.58: needs someone to take some of the punches for her just for a while. Tired of taking it all

July 21st, 11.06: has the events, may have a site, doesn’t have the name and out of coffee

July 21st, 1.38: is ready to kill someone in exchange of sleep!!

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July 20th, 23.26: was tired at a reasonable hour and now, when it’s time for bed, she is of course all awake… what else?

July 20th, 21.26: is growing sleepy while lying still on her sofa… At 9pm. Maximum social, drinking capacity reached!

July 20th, 19.50: thinks men grow most tired when staying still!

July 20th, 5.32: had a fabulous night! This may be the time to maybe go sleep on all the fabulousness and expect some more tomorrow

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July 19th, 13.29: thinks courtship consists of a number of odd attentions, not so pointed as to be understood, nor so vague as not to be understood…

July 19th, 11.08: suspects it may not be the best of things to wake up moody… Is it? Today will be a long… Long day…

July 19th, 3.12: thinks no one should settle for less and if you’re disappointed by someone… let it go and go on to the next. Life is too short to wait around and see what happens

July 19th, 3.01: is back home from a night out with nice friends, a couple of silly men, no taxis and new friends met at a station and finally, bed oh bed!

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July 18th, 21.39: thinks that history teaches us that men and nations behave wisely once they have exhausted all other alternatives

July 18th, 8.09: thought she'd get a table… Got a big heavy box instead. What's the point in getting non Ikea furniture if you have to work on it yourself… Tool power!

July 18th, 7.58: is trying hard not to fall back asleep but considering last night, tonight and tomorrow, she hates table delivery companies.

July 18th, 7.39: is proud of the clock… 7.40… Seen it? Proud of her?… Don’t mock this status!

July 18th, 1.59: asks if you bite your nails? It’s a bad habit! People always tell you that the eyes are the windows to the soul. Bullshit, it’s your hands, that’s the sign of a lady

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July 17th, 13.05: thinks one half of knowing what you want is knowing what you must give up before you get it. Right now it’s her diet!

July 17th, 10.45: is thinking… What is reason? What is bed? What is reason out of bed? Or is it in? Daylight… Or is it just light? Oh thoughts…

July 17th, 2.59: is in bed, awake at 3am (what else?) watching Secret Story and asking herself, but why? Seriously, why!??

July 17th, 1.47: thinks she’ll need to recover out in the country quite soon if this goes on. Cows, sheep, bugs and nature, no booze and only fruit!

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July 16th, 11.37: thinks that when people you greatly admire appear to be thinking deep thoughts, they probably are thinking about lunch!

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July 15th, 22.44: is pathetic! After a fair amount of alcohol and cheeseburgers over the past few days, she wants a glass of champagne and a burger… Addicted! To bed now! Hide!

July 15th, 21.52: can’t really decide if what she’s feeing is melancholy or simply pure physical exhaustion

July 15th, 19.08: is staying in tonight. Social strike French style!

July 15th, 9.31: is up so early the milkman has not even gone by…

July 15th, 1.53: thinks getting drunk on Bastille day with British friends, listening to British music is the way to do things! Do it in style!

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July 14th, 19: is getting ready for dinner, drinks, fireworks and a whole lot of mess!

July 14th, 12.49: wonders what it is about a beautiful sunny afternoon, with birds singing and the wind rustling through the leaves, that makes you want to get drunk?

July 14th, 1.29: thinks insomnia is a gross feeder. It will nourish itself on any kind of thinking, including thinking of not thinking

July 14th, 1.17: spent a year in Fontainebleau, one Sunday!

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July 13th, 2.20: feels like the hangover became part of the day as well allowed-for as the Spanish siesta

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July 12th, 13.11: suggest swallowing a toad in the morning and you will encounter nothing more disgusting the rest of the day

July 12th, 12.27: is trying to figure out if 6 hours of sleep are enough or if it's a Saturday rule to get some more. Deep thought, isn't it!?

July 12th, 5.54: is back home. 6am, a few drinks, a burger, nice friends, a small disappointment and no sleep while Paris is waking up all over again…

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July 11th, 19.51: is not really surprised that penguins mate for life. They all look the same. It’s not like they’re going to meet a really new, great looking penguin someday

July 11th, 13.31: is wondering if melancholy is simply the pleasure of being sad…

July 11th, 10.58: thinks a man is a very small thing, the night is very large and the morning is just very blurry…

July 11th, 3.01: wants to knock on heavens door and have god, an old nice bearded man, open up and tell her a bed time story

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July 10th, 19.57: is doing everything her mother taught her not to do since forever! Point at people and put them in boxes!

July 10th, 16.29: has been labelling the world since this morning! We all out labels on everyone! It’s in our DNA! Shame there’s no technical export system on to FB

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July 9th, 12.58: knows a bad day from a good one when she puts on a bra backwards and it fits better!

July 9th, 10.03: Is in bed with her eyes somewhat open, however maybe she should take a little nap before getting up

July 9th, 1.59: thinks some men dream of worthy accomplishments, while others stay awake and do them. She’s dreaming of accomplishing sleep before 3am!

July 9th, 0.34: is shutting up and counting backwards!

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July 8th, 21.15: can’t help being thirsty, moving towards the voice of champagne

July 8th, 9.37: is up and even on her way out and the clock has not yet ticket 10am. She’s the queen of the world!

July 8th, 2.15: is counting sheep, cows & dogs yet still no sign of sleep! What does it take... Counting frogs too? She sees too many of those day time to count them at night

July 8th, 1.45: needs to sleep! Sleep! Needs it! Sleep!… Will repeating it work?

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July 7th, 22.33: is wondering, is settling down the same as settling for…

July 7th, 14.27: thinks that when things mean a great deal to you, exciting anticipation just isn’t safe!

July 7th, 12.26: doesn’t feel old. Doesn’t feel anything till noon. Then it’s time for her nap!

July 7th, 10.29: thinks a morning without coffee is like sleep…

July 7th, 1.24: thinks the best cure for insomnia is a Monday morning!... or was it noon!?

July 7th, 0.21: thinks that if you wait for it, it will never come! If it doesn’t come, don’t wait around for it; just go get something else!!

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July 6th, 23.12: thinks it is foolish to postpone enjoyment of your life until you are more successful, more secure, or more loved than you are today

July 6th, 13.27: thinks the time for action is now! It’s never too late to do something… like head out and be on time for brunch!

July 6th, 11.53: thinks this may be a fabulous Sunday! The sun is shining, the birds are singing and all that jazz and she’s having a great hair day!!

July 6th, 9.17: is up way too early after having gone to bed way too late.. Where is this world going? It's all up side down!

July 6th, 0.49: thinks sleep is like a unicorn – it is rumoured to exist, but she doubts she will see any…

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July 5th, 11.17: thinks fish is nice, but then she thinks that rain is wet, so who is she to judge?

July 5th, 10.10: is in bed thinking of the potentiality of getting out of it but why? It's raining! May just watch Dr House with hot coco & wool socks

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July 4ty, 23.12: thinks there is nothing so pathetic as a bore who claims attention – and gets it!

July 4th, 18.06: is craving pizza and it's not even midnight.. Where is she going wrong?

July 4th, 18.04: is looking at her phone and ordering it to ring… Wishful thinking or teenager stupidity?

July 4th, 17.57: is not expecting it to happen but if it did, it would be so unexpectedly nice… Wouldn’t it? Expectations, friend or foe?

July 4th, 12.19: think that expecting the world to treat you fairly because you’re a good person is a little like expecting a bull not to attack you because you’re a vegetarian!

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July 3rd, 18.47: is even more determined to say that as she grows older, she pays less attention to what men say. She just watches what they do… and when they don’t…

July 3rd, 11.56: has reached the conclusion that as she grows older, she pays less attention to what men say. She just watches what they do!

July 3rd, 1.25: is watching Ingrid Betancourt as a free woman & is thinking, if it can take a miracle 6 years to happen, anything can! Even happiness!

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July 2nd, 23.45: thinks people who are funny and smart and return phone calls get much better press than people who are just funny and smart

July 2nd, 11.37: is off her cat duty and back into her life duty in her own home, fish free!

July 2nd, 2.19: is contemplating her parents walls past 2am while the kitty is snoring on her legs. Why don’t cats get insomnia’s! Solidarity!

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July 1st, 22.28: thinks that in matters of grave importance, style, not sincerity is the vital thing!

July 1st, 10.25: is tired and it’s only 10am! Tired of playing games, overanalysing, waiting… It feels like it’s all being put on hold. Too old for this! Where did simple go?